If this is a low risk pregnancy,
Did you consider having the baby at home or hospital?
If you're having the baby at a hospital,
Did you consider hiring a midwife as a monitrice or a birth/labor doula?
In any case,
Pregnancy is a rite of passage. It's a time of personal growth. Time to
improve life style and face your fears, etc.
I suggest you read some books. For example, books written by Ina May,
Elisabeth Davis, Henci Goer, Aviva Jill Romm, Sheila Kitzinger, Harvey Karp,
Sears and Sears, Robin Limm.
Better yet, take some classes like Bradley Method and/or Birthing from
Within.
Best wishes.