让我们一点点揭开George Anthony的真面目吧:
George Anthony,死去的小女孩Caylee的外公,被指控杀女的Casey的父亲,在2009年1
月23号自杀未遂。他留下了长达5页的遗言。
信中其他人物有:
Cynthia Marie (Cindy):Casey的母亲,George的妻子
Lee:Casey的哥哥
Mallory:Lee的未婚妻
看这封信之前,您需要知道一个事实:Casey被关押时声称她在孩童时期曾被George和
Lee性侵犯。
Cynthia Marie,
As you get this letter, this should be no surprise that I have decided to
leave the earth, because I need to be with Caylee Marie.
I cannot keep going because it should be me that is gone from this earth,
not her. I have lived many years, I am satisfied with my decision because I
have never been the man you, Lee, Casey & especially Caylee Marie deserved.
I have never been the man any of you could count on. I have always let each
of you down in more ways than I can remember. I do not feel sorry for myself
, I am just sorry I burden all of you the way I have.
My loss of life is meaningless.
Cynthia Marie, you have always worked the hardest, given the most to me, and
I have never "Thanked you." 28+ years ago, you corrected me, a man who has
now found his identity in life. What I mean is, you always challenged me the
right way and I always could never live up to your expectations. You have
always been smarter, more knowledgeable & thought things through & I love
you for that.
I cannot be strong anymore. Caylee Marie, our grand-daughter, I miss her. I
miss her so much. I know you do too.
You were always the one that provided for her. What did I provide?
I blame myself for her being gone! You know for months, as a matter of fact
for a year or so I brought stuff up, only to be told not to be negative.
Caylee Marie, I miss her. I miss her. I want my family back.
I sit here, falling apart, because I should have done more.
She was so close to home, why was she there? Who placed here there? Why is
she gone? Why?
For months, you & I, especially you always questioned, why?
I want this to go away for Casey. What happened? Why could she not come to
us? Especially you, why not Lee?
Who is involved with this stuff Caylee?
I am going Krazy because I want to Go after these people Casey hung with
prior to Caylee being gone.
That is why I got that gun. I wanted to scare these people. You know, they
know more than they have stated, you cannot sugar coat, kid glove these
people. They need hard knocks to get info from.
Sure that will not bring Caylee Marie back, but was Casey threatened? You
know, Casey does not deserve to be where she is.
I miss her, I miss her so much. I am worried for her. Her personal safety is
always on my mind.
I try to deal with so-so much, as I do you also.
I have never wanted to my family for sorrow in any way. I realize families
have ups & downs but we have suffered our share & then some.
Cynthia Marie, you have always deserved more, and with me being gone, you
will. I have always brought you down. You know that. You are better off. Lee
will be there for you. Mallory is such a great woman. I see how you are
with her. She is a keeper. Future daughter-in-law. I smile when I say her
name. Mallory, please take care of yourself, Lee & Cindy. Someday you will
be a great wife to Lee, and a fantastic mom. Cindy is a great "Grammy" and
will love you forever.
Getting back to why I cannot live anymore: I cannot function knowing our
granddaughter is gone. Caylee Marie never had a chance to grow. I wanted to
walk her to school (the 1st day). I wanted to help her in so many ways….I
could go on & on.
I sit here empty inside for her. For you, for us. Jose keeps calling.
Yes, you deserve more & you will have freedom to enjoy what you deserve.
I have taken what meds was given to me with alcohol & I am ready to give up.
As I can tell by my writing and thinking, I am getting very stupid. Wow,
what a word STUPID. Yes, I am. Again, I do not feel sorry for myself(…
unintelligible) I am STUPID. I cannot deal with stuff anymore.
The loss of Caylee Marie. The loss of Casey. The loss of us, Cynthia Marie,
the meds, I am ready.
Saying good bye, please understand it is for the best. I do not deserve life
anymore. Anymore us.
You are the best, you always have been. I am sorry for all that I have done
to us.
You know I never got to say goodbye. I am at this place and all is getting
foggy & my writing is all over the place.
I love you, I love you, I hope you get to see Casey soon. All the people we
met, wow, the writing is getting weird, I love you, I am sorry – I will
take care of Caylee – once I get to God "hopefully"
I want to hold her again, I miss her, I will always love us, I am sorry
Cynthia Marie, I called my mom today, ….(unintelligible) I am so tired, at
least I shaved today, wow – I'm tripping out, I am sorry,
I love you – Cynthia Marie
Caylee Here I come
Lee, I am sorry
Casey –