淑女纯男不必往下看了。如果不是,请放心看下去。这是我昨天许诺的Ginsberg的“恶心”诗。我的一些说明附录在后面。
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[Please Master]
Please master can I touch your cheek
please master can I kneel at your feet
please master can I loosen your blue pants
please master can I gaze at your golden haired belly
please master can I gently take down your shorts
please master can I have your thighs bare to my eyes
please master can I take off your clothes below your chair
please master can I kiss your ankles and soul
please master can I touch lips to your muscle hairless thigh
please master can I lay my ear pressed to your stomach
please master can I wrap my arms around your white ass
please master can I lick your groin curled with soft blond fur
please master can I touch my tongue to your rosy asshole
please master may I pass my face to your balls,
please master, please look into my eyes,
please master order me down on the floor,
please master tell me to lick your thick shaft
please master put your rough hands on my bald hairy skull
please master press my mouth to your prick-heart
please master press my face into your belly, pull me slowly strong thumbed
till your dumb hardness fills my throat to the base
till I swallow and taste your delicate flesh-hot prick barrel veined Please
Master push my shoulders away and stare into my eye, & make me bend over the
table
please master grab my thighs and lift my ass to your waist
please master your rough hand's stroke on my neck your palm down my backside
please master push me up, my feet on chairs, till my hole feels the breath
of your spit and your thumb stroke
please master make me say Please Master Fuck me now Please
Master grease my balls and hairmouth with sweet vaselines
please master stroke your shaft with white creams
please master touch your cock head to my wrinkled self-hole
please master push it in gently, your elbows enwrapped around my breast
your arms passing down to my belly, my penis you touch w/ your little
fingers
please master shove it in me a little, a little, a little,
please master sink your droor thing down my behind
& please master make me wiggle my rear to eat up the prick trunk
till my asshalfs cuddle your thighs, my back bent over
till I'm alone sticking out your sword stuck throbbing in me
please master pull out and slowly roll into the bottom
please master lunge it again, and withdraw to the tip
please please master fuck me again with your self, please f××k me Please
Master drive it down till it hurts me the softness the
Softness please master make love to my ass, give body to center & f××k me
for good like a girl,
tenderly clasp me please master I take me to thee,
& drive in my belly your selfsame sweet heat-rood
your fingered in solitude Denver or Brooklyn or fucked in a maiden in Paris
carlots
please master drive me thy vehicle, body of love drops, sweat fuck
body of tenderness, Give me your dog fuck faster
please master make me go moan on the table
Go moan O please master do fuck me like that
in your rhythm thrill-plunge and pull-back bounce & push down
till I loosen my asshole a dog on the table yelping with terror delight to
be loved
Please master call me a dog, an ass beast, a wet asshole
& f××k me more violent, my eyes hid with your palms round my skull
& plunge down in a brutal hard lash thru soft drip-fish
& throb thru five seconds to spurt out your semen heat
over & over, bamming it in while I cry out your name I do love you
please Master.
[说明]
1、全诗非常浅显,我就不翻译了。如果你不觉得非常反感,推荐把全诗读完,尤其是后半部分、结尾(这首诗在Beat Generation的历史上很有名,为这样的诗作Ginsberg卷入官司,最后被最高法院裁定这类诗歌属于言论自由)。如果你反感,我道歉。请发信给我,我负责删掉。
2、历来对此诗有各种解读:政治诗歌、人性诗歌,等等。但是一个事实是:诗人确实是同性恋。他和他的终身伴侣,也是诗人的Peter Orlovsky的照片附在文后。
3、以Ginsberg为代表的Beat Generation对社会的反动力是很大的。举个例子。此诗写于1968年,引起轩然大波。当时同性恋是精神病的一种。试想今天如果某著名诗人公开自己恋尸、或者母子乱伦,还公然发表描写细节的诗歌,是何等景象。然而路总是一点点开出来的。到了1970年,就发生了Stonewall Inn骚乱,随后是Pride Parade,随后连Harvey Milk这样的主流政客都投身此项运动(虽然他不久被刺杀身亡)。
4、此诗现在已经落伍。其中的细节描写很多厕所墙上都有。这也从一个侧面反应了人性的阴影部分。诗中的思想和体会可以推广到社会的其他方面:比如政治、办公室政治、爱情、国家之间的关系。。。尤其是接近结尾部分,正常的男性可能需要突破思维惯性才能体会,但是同性恋天生就理解。
5、再读此诗,对我已经没有任何冲击力。我倒是不断地想起艾未未。艾的所有艺术、乃至政治诉求,可谓照猫画虎,以一个60岁的老头挑起中国Beat Generation的大旗。被大众狂骂的程度,也无愧于Beat Generation的名声(其实比较于Hardcore beat artists,艾的作品实在很温柔)。可惜对他的支持,永远无法浮出水面。