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I Hate Being Asian
I grew up as the token asian kid in a white town. I was never accepted as
one of them because of my race. I wanted to escape the racial abuse and my
parents were no help (they were abusive in their own right) so I did
everything I can to distance myself from my race. Though they never accepted
me they tolerated me more and more as I rejected my "asian-ness".
Now I'm in college and I see a lot of Asian americans on campus and they
seem so foreign to me. I don't fit in with them because we have nothing in
common. I don't speak the language, I don't know the culture...I feel
estranged from American culture and my "home" culture. I feel like a man
without a home.
To add to that, I'm an Asian guy and apparently we're the least desirable in
America. I just thought I was alone in my home town because I was a loser..
..what a surprise it was to learn that all Asian males are stereotyped as
sexless losers. Now that I've learned about that stereotype, I can't help
but notice all the Asian girls around campus walking hand in hand almost
exclusively with White guys. Fuck. I thought it was going to get better now
but it seems like I'm still a man without a culture, no peers to call my own
and now no fucking dating prospects. It's like White guys have fucked with
me all of my life and now Asian women are joining in on the fun. I hate
feeling this way but every Asian female White male couple I see is more
proof to me of who inadequate Asian guys are.
You know what though? I'd probably be okay with it but every fucking white
guy talks about how easy it is to bang asian chicks with that self satisfied
smirk then in the next breath says its because we're tiny dick losers. They
speak as if they're doing asian girls a favor by rescuing them from the
shame of having to date an Asian. I would be okay with it if they weren't so
fucking smug and racist about it and if Asian girls weren't so shameless
about it, joining in on dissing all asian guys. Every self satisfied white
guy...every self satisfied asian girl who thinks she's so superior because
she moved up on the dating totem pole...I am just so fed up with them both.
I'm just so filled with self hatred and bitterness against everybody and I'm
sick of it. Can't ever get laid, can't get taken seriously, emasculated and
marginalized, never considered a "real american", never considered a "real
asian"....what the fuck is the point of this shitshow of a life?
I Hate Being Asian
I grew up as the token asian kid in a white town. I was never accepted as
one of them because of my race. I wanted to escape the racial abuse and my
parents were no help (they were abusive in their own right) so I did
everything I can to distance myself from my race. Though they never accepted
me they tolerated me more and more as I rejected my "asian-ness".
Now I'm in college and I see a lot of Asian americans on campus and they
seem so foreign to me. I don't fit in with them because we have nothing in
common. I don't speak the language, I don't know the culture...I feel
estranged from American culture and my "home" culture. I feel like a man
without a home.
To add to that, I'm an Asian guy and apparently we're the least desirable in
America. I just thought I was alone in my home town because I was a loser..
..what a surprise it was to learn that all Asian males are stereotyped as
sexless losers. Now that I've learned about that stereotype, I can't help
but notice all the Asian girls around campus walking hand in hand almost
exclusively with White guys. Fuck. I thought it was going to get better now
but it seems like I'm still a man without a culture, no peers to call my own
and now no fucking dating prospects. It's like White guys have fucked with
me all of my life and now Asian women are joining in on the fun. I hate
feeling this way but every Asian female White male couple I see is more
proof to me of who inadequate Asian guys are.
You know what though? I'd probably be okay with it but every fucking white
guy talks about how easy it is to bang asian chicks with that self satisfied
smirk then in the next breath says its because we're tiny dick losers. They
speak as if they're doing asian girls a favor by rescuing them from the
shame of having to date an Asian. I would be okay with it if they weren't so
fucking smug and racist about it and if Asian girls weren't so shameless
about it, joining in on dissing all asian guys. Every self satisfied white
guy...every self satisfied asian girl who thinks she's so superior because
she moved up on the dating totem pole...I am just so fed up with them both.
I'm just so filled with self hatred and bitterness against everybody and I'm
sick of it. Can't ever get laid, can't get taken seriously, emasculated and
marginalized, never considered a "real american", never considered a "real
asian"....what the fuck is the point of this shitshow of a life?
