In 8 years, I have walked through a long way. Being sick and being sad. I struggled, I failed many times and I picked myself up from the dust many times. I want a peaceful mind eventually. Just live a normal life is good if only I can permit myself to. Now I'm having a free mind that I can do anything I want to. I make a wish: Live a normal and happy life together with people I love and together with the people that love me.
【在 s*****n 的大作中提到】 : In 8 years, I have walked through a long way. Being sick and being sad. : I struggled, I failed many times and I picked myself up from the dust many : times. : I want a peaceful mind eventually. : Just live a normal life is good if only I can permit myself to. : Now I'm having a free mind that I can do anything I want to. : I make a wish: Live a normal and happy life together with people I love and : together with the people that love me.
As all you can see that I have let a boy whom I named as Eamon get into my heart too deeply and I went crazy for this unrealistic image in my mind. Now I let it go. Congrats me if you saw I was struggling with myself all the time. Nobody can wake me up unless I permit myself to wake up from the dream. Now I let it go. Congrats me if you are happy to see a me as what I am now.
I feel I'm a xiao3 chou3 that always be in love with someone that doesn't exist. When I'm in it, I feel so sad that nobody understands me, believes me or agrees with me. I waited for the day that I can finally let it go, finally feel it's unimportant if the story is true or not. Finally behave like everyone else. Call it normal. Yes, I want to be normal. It's hard for me to be abnormal and it's as well hard for me to be just normal. I only hope I can be normal like my friends and my classmates. Study well, work well, to get better everyday. To be useful and meaningful.
【在 s*****n 的大作中提到】 : As all you can see that I have let a boy whom I named as Eamon get into my : heart too deeply and I went crazy for this unrealistic image in my mind. : Now I let it go. : Congrats me if you saw I was struggling with myself all the time. : Nobody can wake me up unless I permit myself to wake up from the dream. : Now I let it go. : Congrats me if you are happy to see a me as what I am now.
Thank you changeforbet! It's hard for me to be as normal and healthy as everyone else, but I will try my best.
【在 c**********t 的大作中提到】 : bless
c*l
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等2出了以后 我想买个IAPD 1 现在好像3000港币不到
s*n
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I feel so sad so often that I can not watch TV or movies. I lost the interest that people naturally have. I sleep a lot because I lost my interest in doing things. I want to do nothing but laying down and feel sad. This is what I will work hard on. I will force myself to get up and watch TV or read books, walk to jog or do other sports. I hope my interests can come back to me. I'm struggling. And I'm not alone. Some of my friend with similar mental health issues also don't have interest in ding anything. I'm even better than them. I can still study and work. And I can still chat with friends. Only I don't want to watch TV. So, now, what I need to do is to watch TV in my spare time. Or to read books . Just let a natural me come back to the world. I am still young. There are decades ahead of me. I can't let me sleep all the time. Struggle a little bit harder. It's easy for people to watch TV, but it's hard for me. I will start from trying to watch TV as my first step towards a better self.
I was so stupid, and so sad. And has been commented as so cheap. I have to call an end to my nightmare. It's not a good dream so don't let it continue. Hello Sadrain, a new day starts!
【在 s*****n 的大作中提到】 : I was so stupid, and so sad. And has been commented as so cheap. : I have to call an end to my nightmare. It's not a good dream so don't let it : continue. : Hello Sadrain, a new day starts!
Yes. You are not alone. Yes, I have a psychiatrist, I have many friends and I have a job I like. Yes, yes. You are right about what to do. Let's move forward each day with joy in heart.
hi if you want to talk i will be glad to listen sometimes we met the Wrong person but we need to treat ourselves better
【在 s*****n 的大作中提到】 : Yes. You are not alone. : Yes, I have a psychiatrist, I have many friends and I have a job I like. : Yes, yes. You are right about what to do. : Let's move forward each day with joy in heart.