"工作不到四年被雷两次,最近一次失业近一年,"
These are not important. It's the past.
"失败掉近二十个面试,专业不对口没有办法。"
20+ interviews should get you somewhere. At least you know what is not right
and working.
"没有身份现在天天去社区大学上课,无比苦闷,"
Understandable. Without a proper status, it's tough. Bless you.
"每人能够体会我这一年怎么熬过来的,积蓄也快花光了,"
You will understand money is never an issue, for the moment and future. Many
people understand that.
"最近可能会有一个重要面试,是对口的专业,对于一个就业很
窄的方向来说很不容易,我本来是不迷信的,现在太惶恐了,也被拒过太多次自信心受
创,希望得到些祝福,但愿是天无绝人之路。"
Good for you. As indicated by 老土 and others, their advices are pretty good
. In addition, don't 迷信. It will get you no where. We bless you, but we
are not god. It's only a confident you that can change your life to the
better direction. 无绝人之路,路都是人自己走绝的。