好痛苦啊,好痛苦。 明明知道没有未来,没有以后,nothing will ever happen. 还是喜欢啊。也不敢表白,怕失去这个朋友。一直在逃避逃避逃避,伤害自己。没有办 法。 求助大家。
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I don't think I have the guts to say anything and I won't. I know that everything will be fine later, maybe tomorrow. But right now, I can't just say "hey, I have a crush on you" and leave. I need something kind of distraction or else I can not focus on my study. Please help...
hug lz! here's my two cents..nothing ventured, nothing gained. if you are THAT attracted to her, then go for it, ( knowing she's not straight, emotionally available, ready for love) and take a leap of stating you are interested in being interesting to another..just don't come on too strong and pushy. who knows, she maybe just like you are..waiting..and hoping.. good luck
Thanks for the suggestions. I am almost 100% that she is straight though I never asked. But I think she likes me as a friend. Right now it is just the more that I spent time with her, the more I felt guilty. I can not help thinking of her all the time. I know that this feelings gonna leave me someday as she does.It's just too painful for me to suffer at this moment.
Yeah. That maybe the best way. I think I am spoil her but actually I might just spoil myself, my feelings. I must admit that I am a coward inside. I just can't take it if she says no to me. Maybe I will never tell her or say anything. But I will treat her well now until we fall apart someday. I wanna say Thank You to everyone who takes time to reply. I felt much much better. And I will be better tomorrow to find my own happiness and to meet the one.