cannahere (︶ㄣ龍♀兒ゞ), you don't want to know what has happened to me.
But, what I want to point out is, whatever has happened to me, can also
happen to anybody, include you, or a party member, or even high rank party
officials.
Just read the communist party history, you will understand. Speaking for the
party and be loyal to the party don't matter, the party can slaughter anybody who they need to.