First night when he is away

My hubby travels frequently to China. He left me and kids again today.

The feeling was sort of weird. We always argue when he is around, but after he is gone, and the house was left kind of empty, I start to miss him right away.

It feel like the family was cut in half when the other part was missing.. So is my heart.

What I want to do is hide in bed and cry for my loneliness, but i need to act strong, at least for the kids.

They need to be fed, hugged and kissed. They want to make sure there is still enough love in this house to make them feel safe. I need to be both mom and dad. I am the single parent who give them double love.

Sleepless in bed, tired but with mind flowing like a wild current, I was wondering what kind of relationship between husband and wife. Does the integrity of flesh really help them to be one person, or one family, no matter how struggling they felt sometimes?

When two person live together long enough, they became part of each other. If you have the idea to break this promise, you are hurting yourself too. Same thing happens when one of them left this house, part of myself was also taken away.

It would take a while before the full you come back. You no longer feel that emptiness. Life is pretty comfortable without those arguments or fights.

However there is still a hole in the heart, waiting to be fulfilled. Hence comes the test, risk, and danger.

Bible always advise couples can not be set apart. That is a golden rule.

When flesh is under challenge, only the love can withstand the test. Deeper the love, stronger your endurance.

Wish every wife can sleep tonight with their husband beside them, hand in hand.